I can´t take my eyes off of you

This has been a really boring and unsatisfaing weekend since I´ve been throwing everything up!
But Today I havent puked so I ate, And when I realized I could eat again I ate so much! MM
Like I hadn´t eaten forever almost! I had chickensoup, so much bread, pizza and kebab. OMG it was so delicious!

But now I think I should take it easier cause I feel a little nauxious.

And to the lovelife,
Complicated as always!

Just as I´m telling myself! No more, just simple keep it easy. Like my friend Ellen always says.
I can never just be friends I don´t know why really. I just like fall in love I guess. Or some other ridicoulous reason.

Anywho,
I was talking to Febi alot on Facebook about this. She´s very simular to me in that kind of way. And I realized.

And I know what you´re all saying.
Come on it´s just a thing

And actually right now, I don´t mind that it´s just a thing.
I don´t mind if people try to diagnoze me with all kind of psychic disorders (I know you do)

Cause it makes me happy right now.

Tonight I won´t sleep at all. Im staying awake so i get some things done. And I slept sooo long today.

Also for the record,
Today I bowled with the Twins and Alex. Obviously myself and Tara kicked some serious ass and one by one score!

Tomorrow Im watching the twins with alex and having sleepover! I miss them so much. I need to spend more time with them.

I´ve been so busy with myself lately.
But i´ll get better and hang out with them more often!

That´s all for now.

I´ll write soon again

XOXo

You keep me coming back for more

Im in a pretty good mood today, allthough my mind does wonder all over the world right now.
I feel so unsatisfied stuck in this town.

Some old friends from Ireland are coming after newyear. I hope M will be around cause it´s so easy to slip when you have it all over. I´m so over that period right now.

I don´t ride the white horse anymore. So I hope I´ll be able to behave in my best manners and stay clean.

My flat is a huge mess I have to clean up here so soon! I hate this.
Too much partiying this weekend.
I get so mad when I realize it wasn´t just alcohol.

I´ve had so much on my mind lately! It´s been chaos.
Don´t know if I´d get through it if I wouldn´t recieve the cutest text:s when I least expect it

Hello there beutiful:) How are u 2day, hope better, think of u always

Thanks all of you for being there for me right now when I need it the most!

This is The Blog Of me Eileen!

I tend to overthink and talk way too much. So i thought I´d create this Blog
to let my thoughts out and still share them without trasging all of my friends!

Help me get down I can´t make it, help me get down

I always lissten to music so there will be quotes and such from all sorts of bands in this Blog!

Keep on reading people!